Last day of October; Halloween

okay.. this is super random.
i decided to blog cause its th last day of october? ;x

anyway, today have been REAL BORING.
why is my saturday always so boring -.-"
i slept till 1+ then wake up. by my siberian cat.
she ask me about th spooktacular thing
which i quite not really want to go :x
cause i dont noe why i feel like keep sleep
sleep till dont noe when -.-"
but, i decided to pull myself up and get wash up.
grab my lunch and bathed .
when i went out of house is like 2+ alr.
reach thr and i was sort of late ? ;X

me and yile was like abit bu shuang when reach thr la.
first thing they ask when we reach thr,
''eh!? why you all here? i tot you all today nvr come one?''
then i jitao, say in my heart la,
''walao, like that, zao zhi dao dont come liao, make me wake up so early -.-"
anyway, after yile do th make-up for th characters, we zao alr.
seriously no mood to do th event sia.

this whole week in school.
guess what i did during my every 3hrs breakS?
play FB with th rest at lab. walao.
i think i going siao of FB soon lor. everyday also FB FB FB.
in school also FB FB FB. -.-"



Fluoxetine; helps.

One-Hundred and Third's.

i cant get seems to express out th things i have
inside me...
this feeling which i hated th most.
maybe not th most, but i just dont like having it
it just seems like losing it
and is as good as th world coming to an end =/
damn it, why do i always have this kind of thoughts
at night. especially at this hour of th night.
should i or should i not?
i really dont want to rely it like th past..
school for th first week had been alright so far.
but im having it again.. a few months back.
im a little..... i just dont noe how to put it across.
haizzzzzzz, more i type, th more i feel vex about it.
my feelings.. is confusing me -.-"






at this rate, i can go bonkers anytime.
it's just like a time bomb...
just go off anytime.. and explode.
it always not fair..
and we cant always get th things th way we wanted it to be.

Nike Human Race (:

attended th Nike Human Race this morning.
woke up damn early..
took my bro's friend's brother car thr. lols.
saw quite a number of ppl.
saw YuHui, Daph and YeoMei!
&& saw Jermain and Valerie too :D

it was really crowded =/
we started running at like 7+ mins after they started.
actually, i was quite scare to run at first
cause i like damn so many months no run liao
but at least i manage to finish it (:
must thanks yuhui and daph also. hahahas.
especially th last part x.x"
pictures, kope from fb =X

before th race... didnt know i was captured ._."

th three of us! :D before th race also..

this was after th race! (:

after finishing th race..
we went marina square to eat Xin Wang..
all that calories burnt from th runs.. gone.! LOL =X
oh! and guess what, we saw kai lian too! so qiao~ (:
cam-whored abit while waiting for our food!

ROCKERXZ! =X

Me and GorGor! :D

Me and JieJie! :D

Nice Pic! edited by my sis. LOVE IT! (Y)

okay, that's all for today!

NIKE HUMAN RACE! :D

121st post.

i overslept for my 4pm sociology tutorial today @_@"
i dont noe how th hell i sleep so long sia -.-
cause normally, i dont sleep more than 6-8 hrs
unless under circumstances?
i think i sleep for about 12-13 hours ?
then th funny part is i can auto wake up
at a timing that if i rush out of house, confirm wont late that kind
so i rush out, and luckily, i wasnt late =/

FIRST SOCIOLOGY TUTORIAL!
this girl from lrm 1k05 very nice sia..
she see me sitting alone outside th room
then ask me if im in that class one..
then we made friend :D
&& i saw 2 of my pri school friends too!
but i doubt they rmb me -.-"
first lesson only introduce each other, then go home liao
means i go school for 1 hour, then squeeze th bus back home -.-"
wth right!

TOMORROW!
first french tutorial! totally EGGGGGCITED ttm! :D
muhahaha, at least this time round got cheryl to pei me
so not so scare (:
going to sentosa tmr.
it's th SPOOKTACULAR! woooohoooo~
but we have to dress ourself from top to bottom.
BLACK. i think i will be hot like hell manxz.

having slept for 12 hours+, im still dam energetic now
dont noe how to sleep la.. tmr lesson at 9 somemore ):

-'- !

CRAP SHIT.


shingzxzxzxzxz!

119th post.

school had been boring.
it's just 2 days so far and i think im not gonna survive it.
i didnt sleep for th first day, but...
i slept for F&B Fun and Socio lecture today.
socio lecture today was a total WASTE of time.
learnt nothing at all. or maybe cause im sleeping? =.="
&& i survived through 3+2 hrs of breaks today.
well done.
im gonna get use to it. i have 3 days of 3 hrs break. wonderful eh.

will be attending my first french lecture tmr.
i think... im gonna laugh throughout th whole lecture luhs.
shit man... i think i cannot tahan th language =X
had been having headaches for th past 2 days sia.
maybe cannot adapt to th timing again.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
just glance through my time-table.
and i will be going home at 2 tmr. YAY-ness....
wednesday gonna be my favorite day man.
though i will end at 4 next week onwards.

im gonna force myself to sleep early tonite!

118th post.

i sleep for 1 hour. great eh!

was pulled by my father to accompany him go hospital

i was like blur blur.. why go hospital..

th A&E dept. aircon no need money sia.

i from 11 am sit thr till 4pm.

and i almost become frozen.

my fingers are too numb to feel anything luh.

i was cold and hungry then =.="

after i reach home..

i bathed. and went down to novena AGAIN.

for 2 times today.. what a great thing again LOL =X

meet Pei Qin, Wei Wei and Wei Qi for dinner.

very random... we went th revenue for jap food

and mrt-ed down to yishun's swensen for dessert. shoik! (Y)

cabbed down to green after that to meet miaoning

to chat abit.. then send weiwei off and miaoning home.

what a day, for a moment i was dam sleepy,

NOW, im energetic -.-

- haiss...

i think i super coward, 

just too coward, no courage.

or maybe i just dont have th self-confidence to do it.

i dont noe what to do and i dont noe what to say.

i felt pathetic and useless. 

and, this might be th last alr ):

i hope it's not. and school is starting real soon.

means, lesser time. but...

im still not courageous enough to do it la






feeling kind of not myself this few days..
thinking of what im not suppose to be thinking.
easily emo? for dont noe what dam reasons.
my heart seems to be heavily burden-ed by sth.
i just dont noe what that is. long sigh...
suddenly, im afraid,
th feeling of losing. th feeling of missing.
im gonna hate th feeling ):

Reminiscence

just a little while ago,
when i was lying down on my bed
thinking through some things.
this song keep going through my mind again.



SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY
-Backstreet Boys

So many words for the broken heart
Its hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
Theres no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart

Theres nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can it be youre asking me to feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I cant be there where you are

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart




-okay, that's so random -.-"

116th post

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
 CHUA PEIQIN! :D

anw, i woke up at like 1pm today.

with miaoning's call =X "ok, that's so random :x*

went cycling with th rest of th nyp ppl and cheesian.

we were like so late when we reach at east coast.

and cycled for around 1hr or even less than that =/

but it feels so shoik to cycle when th others are having school

and it's a weekday.

th path no ppl one. only a few. it's dam shoik! :D

we cabbed down to taka at 4.45pm

sort of ''celebrated'' peiqin's birthday after that.

th ''LOVE-A-LOT'' bear :D and

th 'power ranger' pooh bear LOL

she and weiwei went chalet after that

so we go MOS for dinner!

first time eat th 'hot' terriyaki chicken.

taste super weird la.

i still prefer my unagi rice burger (Y)

we actually wanted to go cathay watch movie after eating

but.. th timing all very late.

so we decided to go Level 9.

watched ''Push''. interesting show, quite nice also (:

cheesian and adolphus went home after movie.

so th three musketeers,

me, weiqi and miaoning went buangkok for ''supper''

and sort of chatted abit at th playground before going home

i feels so bored. they having chalet tmr,

and im gonna rot at home till school starts again i think ):

gonna go watch my ''Tantei Gakuen Q'' now! :D

---timetable ar~ faster come out ar~

STEAMBOAT! :D

just came back from steamboat with th people ~
and omg, im so freak out at th sight of MEATBALLS now.
everything i see is...
meatballs, meatballs and more MEATBALLS.
i even thought that meatball had became
th topping for mac's vanilla cone -.-"
okay, enough about th stupid meatballs =X
being full, we went to th arcade to...
DIGEST! (:
didnt play much today tho, no mood to play =/

then after that go to th duck rice store across
to get some drinks :D
i didnt drink much kays, im so guai hehehes!
drink finish le, all dont noe where to go then all like tired.
so HOME we go...

but me, weiqi and miaoning
went second round at hougang green instead :x
we were chatting and blah blah blah till around 2
then go to th playground underneath my block
to chat again LOL.
blah blah till around 2.45 then go home.
im super energetic now, maybe because i drank latte -.-"
great. i think i can only sleep at 6 or 7 now

anyway, this was quite an enjoyable night :D
thanks guys!

last day at marriott

today is my last day at marriott.
i bought th LAST box of chocolate =X
both happy and sad to be working th last day.
happy, cause finally can rest.
sad, gonna miss working with th ppl at marriott.
&& dont noe how th hell im going to spend my another 2 weeks
before school starts.

today mainly do packing up of stuffs.
we packed like almost th whole afternoon.
went up and down from th serai to thrash disposal point to retail store
for dont noe how many times
after everything, it was like around 7+pm alr.
had dinner with th rest of th NYP ppl at pepper lunch.
i feel kinda outcast =X
im th only TP one and only year 1.
but being tgt with them was really really fun! :D

before i forget,
i really had to thank th ppl at th marriott.
for giving me such a wonderful first job experience.
th ppl at marriott were really patient and nice and fun! (:

should be getting my next half of pay on monday =/
will be meeting them again for a meet-up meal
before school starts.
cant wait cant wait!