One-Hundred and Third's.

i cant get seems to express out th things i have
inside me...
this feeling which i hated th most.
maybe not th most, but i just dont like having it
it just seems like losing it
and is as good as th world coming to an end =/
damn it, why do i always have this kind of thoughts
at night. especially at this hour of th night.
should i or should i not?
i really dont want to rely it like th past..
school for th first week had been alright so far.
but im having it again.. a few months back.
im a little..... i just dont noe how to put it across.
haizzzzzzz, more i type, th more i feel vex about it.
my feelings.. is confusing me -.-"






at this rate, i can go bonkers anytime.
it's just like a time bomb...
just go off anytime.. and explode.
it always not fair..
and we cant always get th things th way we wanted it to be.