118th post.

i sleep for 1 hour. great eh!

was pulled by my father to accompany him go hospital

i was like blur blur.. why go hospital..

th A&E dept. aircon no need money sia.

i from 11 am sit thr till 4pm.

and i almost become frozen.

my fingers are too numb to feel anything luh.

i was cold and hungry then =.="

after i reach home..

i bathed. and went down to novena AGAIN.

for 2 times today.. what a great thing again LOL =X

meet Pei Qin, Wei Wei and Wei Qi for dinner.

very random... we went th revenue for jap food

and mrt-ed down to yishun's swensen for dessert. shoik! (Y)

cabbed down to green after that to meet miaoning

to chat abit.. then send weiwei off and miaoning home.

what a day, for a moment i was dam sleepy,

NOW, im energetic -.-

- haiss...

i think i super coward, 

just too coward, no courage.

or maybe i just dont have th self-confidence to do it.

i dont noe what to do and i dont noe what to say.

i felt pathetic and useless. 

and, this might be th last alr ):

i hope it's not. and school is starting real soon.

means, lesser time. but...

im still not courageous enough to do it la






feeling kind of not myself this few days..
thinking of what im not suppose to be thinking.
easily emo? for dont noe what dam reasons.
my heart seems to be heavily burden-ed by sth.
i just dont noe what that is. long sigh...
suddenly, im afraid,
th feeling of losing. th feeling of missing.
im gonna hate th feeling ):