Slowly Losing It.

Srsly, I am really sick of ppl telling me that "You can do it, don't give up!","Must have confidence in yourself" and whatever that is called motivational speech. I'm not being mean, but just stfu alr. I'm losing it alr, I'm losing the will to continue living. I feel like just leaving. I know, ppl often say running away is not solving the problem, but I just can't! I must admit I'm someone who is really looking strong on the outside, but really really weak on the inside. I feel like... Idk, I'm just feeling really stress )':

And honestly speaking, this 3 years in TP, was by far my worst 3 years in my whole entire life. All fucked up problems just kept on coming since year 1. Next sem is the final sem alr, I can't wait to leave that stupid place. It's where all the stupid things happen. Fuck.