155th post: Work with a Positive Mind.

Hmm, let's see.

So I was told today that I've already exceed a total of 50 working hours this week :/ I'm not sure what that means actually LOL. I mean is there a rule that states that casuals can't work more than 50 hours a week? ._. I seriously have no idea and the thing is I worked 6 days this week, don't want to exceed also difficult. Okay, so whatever. Gonna get my break during work tmr, cause I skipped almost all break time this week and get extra hour for every meal break I skipped and my asm wants me to go for break tmr -.-" Oh well... Anyway, today was quite shoik. Cause zy, may, shikin and I at JO and I was placed at carts again! ): 6 days at carts! I totally have this feeling I'll be in carts again tmr, kinda hope it will be at JO tho :/ Last work day tmr before I get a rest on Monday, this week I definitely worked more days than a Ftimer ;lols ! And I can't wait for my pay! :x Actually I want to chiong work is because I won't get to work soon as I will be attending training to prepare for POL-ITE and also school's starting soon. I've checked, 24 Oct is when new term starts, like it will totally come in a flash ): But anyway, I think I won't get so many slots for the rest of the weeks alr cause most of the days are either 1 or 0.

Another re-shufflement is coming soon, feeling kinda worried and sad. But I know as long as I go to work with a positive attitude and stay as a team, nothing is impossible. Hahahah! (:

Haiiiissss, I'm quite disappointed with myself recently! I actually decided not to touch cigarettes anymore after my internship. But I failed terribly. Just last week, when R and SW bought a new one, I couldn't resist myself and ask for a stick. Then today, I actually bought a fresh pack. Guess my determination is still not thr yet :(

During a short meeting today, when asked who's a smoker, I feel quite ashamed and I didn't even have the guts to admit idk why. Feel like a failure again, totally. That's it.

I'm going to have that strong determination and really not touch any cigarettes for at least a year then forever not going to touch, not even socialise smoking . Starting from tmr!

Hope that my life will turn for the better! God will help me through this, I'm sure.