159th post.

Went back to work today after erm.. about 1 week of no work?

Seriously speaking, I'm really sian of working there alr. Nothing to do and the thought of reshufflement. But I desperately need money lah! FML. But then again, my pay just came in, it was like so little :/ I really don't understand what is their what VR cut off or whatever. So if they give me lesser pay I also don't know -_- I like chiong so many days but my pay like peanut zzz. wth siaaa.

Anyway, this week was really a hectic week for me. Drink and drink and drink. Sick and tired alr. I'm giving myself till end of this week, to quit both drinking and smoking and clubbing! Well, got no choice cause Saturday was a farewell clubbing session for Chita :/ After this week, I promise!

Just another thought this few days, I don't know if I'm making the right choice to stay. I seems like a burden to the team and I should totally give the chance to other people who deserve my place. Afterall, I lost touch for so long and I don't have the feel yet. I'm really worried...