157th.

I was so scared just now. My iPhone actually stuck thr for practically about 20mins! Was so worried it will just stuck thr all the way till like maybe next morning(?) until I found the solution on Google. It's really a genius. Whenever I have something I couldn't solve, I will just Google.

So anw, I went to watch movie alone earlier today. This was the first time I went to watch movie alone, and it was "Smurfs". I feel rather sad that I don't have anyone around to laugh with while watching the show. It's seems like I don't really have any friends. Well, just saying :/ And that feeling sucks. I think this will be the first and the last time I'm going to watch a movie alone. It really make me feel so emo sitting one corner and laughing to myself. I would rather just watch at home.

I bought clothes again. Been spending and spending and spending. This is really bad, my bank balance had been in the "negative" zone since like 2-3months ago after I bought my laptop. I seriously don't know how to save. Whenever I see something I like, I just buy without any consideration. I think I'm just one of the any other impulse buyers :/ Can't wait for the pay to come, cause I'm thinking of buying a Crumpler laptop bag to get ready for school reopening soon. And I want to get that Garrett's popcorn tin plus I have signed up for Nike Run too. Omg, this is rolling more and more. Should start saving once I get what I need since I'm starting school real soon and I might go jobless soon(?) after the reshufflement.

After movie, went over to Pasir Ris for BBQ session with TP's netballers. To be honest, this is the first time ever I have met with the Year 1s. Totally feel like a stranger to them, and like awkward? Nvm, I'm sure we will be able to work together great as a team (: I'm glad I went over to the BBQ as I had already very long nvr get to see the other netballers alr. It was really a nice catch-up.....

--Think I've to head to bed alr, Morning shift tmr.

`I'm still very worried and sad and feeling the insecurities. Everybody's changing, Everything changing, the world is also changing. Sometimes, I feel really scare.