Disappointment.

I want to cry. I don't think I can hold on much longer anymore, I'm just feeling very stress I don't know why. This week is just the first week of school and I can already feel that heavy pressure. I so worried that I will be like last time again, having depression and skipping school and I don't know.. That feeling just sucks. Worse of all, I feel like I got betrayed by my friends. This is what happens when I normally say, "Is there really true friends in this world?" To me, that answer had always been a "yes" till recently I'm really disappointed. Really. I don't know if I can trust everyone that had been called "friends" with me. I feel like giving up, but it's already the last sem. I want to talk to my CM, but I'm worried that it will be awkward cause he will be my apel tutor too -_-

我该怎么办？我快要失去理智了。有谁能帮帮我？

让我通过这一关，好吗？