127th post.

sometimes,
i feels that im fortunate,
 sometimes,
 i feels that why is my life like this.
but,
i know that we all must feel fortunate for what we have.
whatever it is.
it is gonna end real soon.
no more.
feelings, thinkings, hallucinating, illusions.
when was th last time?
maybe many years back.
it might be th best method,
but i need to be strong.
it's useless, hurting oneself,
isnt any good method either.
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