double blow D:

im so sad.
ytd nite before i slp,
my sis just taught me that particular chapter.
and i totally forgot it during the test! SAD AR ='(
it was TOTALLY a DOUBLE BLOW FOR ME.
ytd OB liddat liao, then now microecons also liddat.
walao, super depressed liao lorhs.
the RHT will make me into triple blow soon. 3 more days.
and like i said, i cant control my emotions =/

sry ppl, really damn depressed this few days.
if i happen to piss you off or anything,
do bear with me D:
im trying to control alr,
but im still cutting myself. idk why. 
& 1 more time, IM NOT CRAZY OR STH, 
I NO NEED ''XING LI YI SHENG''
just give me some more time, i will overcome it =/

i actually wanted to go study with MY they all at RP de
but th weather damn hot larh, i slp awhile wake up
head feeling super giddy and heavy.
like going faint liddat, den decided not to go.
anw, they studying CSA which i dont have ._."
i want to go sleep liaos,
dam tired and giddy.

&& IM HOME ALONE AGAIN! D: