upset.

im so upset.
im not feeling well this few days.
and i really dont noe what's happening to me!
i hope i know too . its this chokish feeling inside =.=" CRAP.
its partly because of tt im upset .

todae. my mum had a performance .
i called her telling her im not feeling well and wont be able to go down to see .
and she actually 'shouted'' at me over the phone.
"ok dont come ." im like so sad when she did tt.
she's not even concern whether im okay anot.
she's concern whether if thr were ppl to go down to see her perform.
and come on la, if im feeling okay, i will go watch th rite .
i alr walk till halfway den abit cmi, den go home de
why th hell would i waste my trip .
she doesnt know wat i need . SAD.