BETTER!

after a short ''counseling'' session with my cp,
i actually felt better alr =O
how erm... wonderful and wow-ed is that? lols
he actually told me that i have 'panic attack'
i was like wow-ed! even my doc also dont noe sia.
and indeed it was quite true.
i went back home searching the net for panic attacks.
& i indeed have those symptoms =.="
well at least i got better now alr .

okay, guess wat?
its THURSDAY again tmr.
my 'panic attack' usually happens on thursday .
okay, so please please PLEASEEEEE dont trigger tmr =.="
nowadays, i am only surviving on bread+dinner.
if it wasnt for the medicine, i dont even think i will eat the bread in th morning lorh.
IM STRONG! & IM GONNA GET WELL SOON :D
but sometimes, i still doubt myself=.=


MY EXCEL THING IS A TOTAL FAILURE. HELPLESS. TOTALLY.
ANYBODY KIND, KIND.... KINDDDD enough TO HELP ME?!
oh well, forget it. i give up.