88th.

stop acting like you are concern about me
if you dont want to bring me see a doc.

what's this? wait 1 week thing.
wat's th diff of bringing me go tmr and 1 week later.
what's th result that you want to see.
i hack care alr . wat you want to say, i dont want to care.
and im not gonna ask you to bring me go see again.
1 week later, you want bring me go? go yourself then.
it's either go NOW, or not going ANYMORE.




im getting more and more short-tempered lately =.="
issit getting worse or wat?
and i cut myself for fun.
for FUN. stop asking why. im sick of answering.
and i hate replying that question. FUN.
maybe i got addicted now, but doesnt mean i wont stop.
im trying to alr. im sick of this world la.
maybe everyone else does too.
anw, just visited th doc.
i got 2 new pills =.=" and 1 same one.
wonder if they really works.
he said i got mild depression. how ''zzz'' is that.
maybe im really just
''xin li zuo yong''  idk.
i just hate.
another person keep saying that, its because of maple
that make me what i am now.
seriously, i dont think ITS maple.
i have stop playing for like 1 month?
and i still feel the same, no much better.
i felt like im back again.
cabbing to school, and cabbing back home again.
shit this world. i SERIOUSLY hate.