Depressed.

IM SO FEELING :

RIGHT NOW.
idk why.
but i tear-ed for no reasons.
lucky my house no ppl.
if not they sure  think i siao, cry for no reasons.
feeling super gloomy and depressed.
wanted to find someone to talk to.
but i dont noe how to start th conversation with.

nowadays, when ppl see me ,
their first comment was, ''你瘦了''
even thursday mrs tan say too D:
have i really got any skinny? idk.
speaking of mrs tan, i finally have a pic with her after a super long long time =X

:D

hais, i dont want to care about my weight now
i think im getting abit depression .
but normally ppl who have depression
wont say themselves got depression de =.="
i started mutilating myself,
at first it was just for fun. PURELY for fun.
and it got worse now, i somehow got addicted to th pain.
and subsequently i dont feel any pain anymore when mutilating myself.
my life is so messed up right now.
and i even scolded my BEST cousin. im so unreasonable.
WHY? why have i become liddat? i dont noe why.
and my passion for netball is getting lesser and lesser.
i used to look forward to training very much.
now, i would rather stay at home than to train or play netball.
dont even talk about netball, i dont even feel like going out of my house.
can anyone tell me if im really depressed?
WHY HAVE I BECOME LIDDAT?!
have i really change tt much D:
moody, gloomy, depressed. what else?