angry + disappointed .

its just yet another day at home .
i was kinda angry and yet disappointed cause -someone-
ransack my stuffs when -someone- is searching for her stuffs
tt had gone missing under her very care .
okay, maybe i was wrong about you.
but you did do it before . i know . i just know .
IM NOT A THIEF . stop TREATING ME LIKE ONE .
im tired of all the ransack you made okay ?!
you think tht i didnt know . but in fact im just trying to keep quiet .
i hope todae will be th last time you will ransack my stuffs
when your stuffs go missing .
do you really think i need to ''steal'' your stuffs ? come on !
its not like i dont have the means or money to get it myself okay ?

i seriously think tt im only regarded as a thief in the family la.
my family members dont TRUST me .! wat kind of family is this ?!
thr is also once when my mother money go missing .
she didnt say, but i knew she started to suspect me th very first .
only until tt she found back her money tt she will stop giving tt
'' i think it was you who stole my money'' kind of expression .

come on .! TRUST is very impt between family members .
if you people still doesnt want to trust me, i have nth to say .
just ransack for all you guys want . a few years time .
thr will be no more things for you guys to ransack .
cause i might just move out

im feeling this kind of emptiness right now .
where are you ? i need you ><